Goals for 2012

I follow a lot of craft/DIY/I-am-woman-hear-me-roar/tips for the household/etc. blogs. To be honest, most of the time I gloss over them in my Google reader. A lot of them don't seem to apply to me or aren't something I'm interested in at that point in time. (Or, most often, I just don't have time.)

But the other day, I starred one that I wanted to come back to, and really, it has the tone of the New Year's post that I've been tossing around in my brain for the last week or two. (There's a lot rumbling around in that vast, tumbleweed-y space called my mind :))

I didn't make resolutions this year. Really, I find that I'm constantly trying to resolve to better myself, and then I always end up feeling like I'm trying to self-improve too many aspects at one time (stop biting my nails, lose weight, be more patient, craft more, read more, try more new recipes, etc.) and I freak out and fail at all of them. For me, resolving to do things is very serious and very intimidating. The goal approach mentioned in the blog post from "How does she ...?" gave me a hopeful, realistic direction to go in for goal setting, not just for 2012, but for years to come.

So for the sake of record keeping, I share with you my goals for 2012, in no particular order:

1. Make myself a priority. It became painfully obvious to me toward the end of 2011 that I really need to take better care of myself. This includes more sleep, less self-imposed pressure, more time for "me," and more forgiveness of myself for not being able to get everything done that I feel like I should be able to. Not making myself a priority makes for a cranky, tired, stressed out me, and that doesn't help anyone. So I've already begun taking steps to achieve this goal, and I already feel better and a bit (A BIT) more mellow. I feel like most of the goals below will help with this goal, too.

Napping babies make me mellow.

2. Save more money. We met with an awesome financial adviser in November and December. I was terrified to go, thinking that he'd laugh, tell us that we were royally screwed and send us on our way home. Thankfully, he reassured us that although this is a tough economy and we face some obstacles (like the housing market and the fact that Tim is a bit older than me - and therefore closer to retirement - than me), we're "good savers" and our financial goals are achievable. Although I know that we're not the only ones stuck with property that we wish we could unload, and I know we're not the only ones with childcare/insurance/car/student loan/etc. responsibilities, it was just nice to hear someone who is a) pretty freaking smart and b) handles finances for a living tell me that we're not in terrible shape. We have some specific figures now that we need to meet, and while we've always tried to save wherever possible, I feel like we have a renewed sense of being budget-minded.

3. Simplify our lifestyle. This is a broad goal, but I feel like it will also help with the previous goals. We don't have a lot of space. We don't need a lot of stuff. So by purging all of the stuff we don't need or use, or not buying stuff that we don't need or won't use, we'll be able to get rid of the storage unit we've been renting for the last few years (translation: saving money). We're selling some stuff and donating other stuff, but just the act of getting rid of clutter has made me feel more at peace.

4. Simply my life. This one applies more to relationships. Over the last few years, with moves and new jobs and marriages and kids, the dynamics of many of my friendships have changed. I don't want to be stressed by unnecessary drama or invested in friendships that I feel are one-sided - I want to be able to put the time and energy I have available in to the relationships that truly matter to me. I'm not saying I always have time to talk or e-mail or visit the people I truly care about, but I don't want to waste mental and emotional energy on superficial connections. I don't want to waste time worrying about what people think or how they'll react to something I say or write - life is just too short.

5. Develop my faith. We're in the process of joining the church we've been attending for the last few months. The sense of community the church has provided and the reestablishment of organized religion in my life are comforting to me. It's hard living so far from friends and family, and it's nice to get to know this "extended family" at the church. I attended church often while growing up and through college ... and then I started to attend less frequently. I'm looking forward to the journey ahead, and thankful that we're doing it as a family.

6. Enjoy the ride. I guess this is a different spin on goal #1, but (cliche alert!) I want to live life more fully. Do more - like with all of the photos I have. Like actually getting around to creating the photo books for Elle that I've been wanting to do for 17 months now. I already accomplished one thing related to this - I hung a gallery of family photos that makes me smile every time I look at it.

Gallery wall :)

I'd also like to tackle more things on Pinterest. (Sometimes I feel like it was created to mock me.) I'm going to make time for my hobbies, as well as make more time for Words with Friends and chilling on the couch. Be more spontaneous. Take more time to play with Elle - just play - instead of worrying about washing the dishes or whatever. I think just as I was getting in to a groove as a working mom, I switched jobs/schedules and have no groove whatsoever. I am trying to do too much and not doing any of it well at all, so I'm making a conscious effort to prioritize instead of do it all.

I'm excited about my goals - and the coming year! (And no, Nancy, I'm not pregnant :))